Day 75: Confessions Of A Fat Man

I am sorry.

I bet you have been looking at my blog everyday and wondering what is going on and asking yourself "Why is he not updating this thing?". I hear ya. I am not sure what is happening to my motivation right now.

Maybe I am hitting a mental barrier. I just can not get myself motivated to workout. The hotel I am at has a fantastic workout room. The have all brand new stuff including 2 treadmills. I just don't seem to have the drive in me these last few days. I haven't worked out or entered anything into my blog. It is actually very disturbing to me.

I have been eating well and not going crazy in that department. I could of had fast food the other night. I was driving around looking for some place to eat. There is the usual suspects here (McDonald's, Burger King, Pizza hut, etc...). I must have drove around for 30 minutes passing all of these places, but in the end I went to the supermarket and went to the salad bar and got a nice salad, a bun and some roast beef and ate in the room.

I am just very concerned about not working out. I have had a ton of opportunities here to workout I have just not done it. I think I have to just go and do it and remember how good it feels to exercise and be happy for the accomplishment of doing it again.

I travel back to Vancouver tomorrow, so I not sure I can workout tomorrow, but that doesn't mean I can't workout tonight. I make no promises, but I have to get back on this horse after falling off.

I do promise to get back into my daily routine of updating my blog. I guess that I was feeling guilty about not working out and if I wrote it down in my blog it would have made it worse. I should have wrote it down, maybe that would have got me back in gear sooner.

As always I will keep you posted